It has been almost 2 months since I have not worked. After 20 years of working at my last job, my company decided to close the department. The company gave us about 2 to 3 months notice before closing the department, not the whole company building just the department itself.
I decided to take 2 months of break and now I am ready to go back to work. That is the thing. Where do I go next??? I feel lost, clueless, unsure and anxious. I am enjoying in not have to work, but in reality I need to go back to work. While being unemployed, I was able to relax, organize my home, able to be with family and friends by visiting, chatting and emailing, able to be with my cats and self pampering.
I did some adventuring new places, not a whole lot like expected. Winter blues and crazy weather has made me want to just stay at home. Not sure if it’s an anxiety thing or not in the mood to go out. I would make myself go out and take some fresh air, if I don’t I get totally cabin fever.
Where do I go next? How do I start? My thoughts in my head, “Hello! Look at jobs online that interest you and start applying”! Yes, I know that! I wonder to myself, what job will I end up at? I guess it’s too new for me to start a new chapter of my life. I should have been excited after being laid off from my job, I would get into my art supplies. Yes! I am an artist. It has been ages since I last drawn a picture. My creativeness has been low. All I can say is that the universe will guide me to wherever it leads me. Tonight is a perfect night to ask the universe or whatever Gods you believe in. Today is a Super Snow Full Moon. I usually ask the universe for guidance during full moon.
-Change in Direction-
“The changes you’re experiencing are Divinely directed by your newborn willingness to open your heart to love and our guidance. You are protected now and in the future, so follow your path to the happy outcomes you desire.”
I am ready for what it’s coming… 😊
Journaling Away 